Recent Feelings

It's as if though.. My mind says 'you're not going to fall for anyone' but yet my heart goes and disobeys anyway... Am I the only one? I seriously hope not. Honestly.. It sucks. But my friends and family are all so amazing; they've helped me forget all my recent problems. I recently performed one of my poems and it was incredible. I loved the feeling. I write more than usual now and I love it. Art has become a huge part in my life, i love it.. So tell me. What makes you happy?